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‎πŸ“– Journal of DeLuna — Special Entry: Indulgence: What the Body Learns


I did not expect to feel it here.
‎Indulgence.
‎Not the kind I found in Dunskar—
‎measured, curated, deliberate.
‎This one is… closer.
‎Warmer.
‎It lingers in the body, not the mind.
‎—
‎The first thing I noticed
‎was not the taste.
‎It was the heat.
‎Not from the forge—
‎but from their hands.
‎They hold iron plates without hesitation.
‎Lift cups that should burn.
‎No flinch. No pause.
‎As if their skin has learned
‎what the rest of the world still resists.
‎—
‎I was given a bowl.
‎Bloodforge stew.
‎The surface shimmered faintly—
‎a red-brown that caught the light like something alive.
‎I hesitated.
‎Only for a moment.
‎The first taste was heavy.
‎Not unpleasant.
‎Just… grounded.
‎Earth. Salt.
‎Something metallic beneath it,
‎subtle, but persistent.
‎It stayed longer than it should have.
‎Not on the tongue—
‎but lower.
‎A warmth that settled
‎and refused to leave.
‎They told me it helps the body recover.
‎I believe them.
‎—
‎The bread came next.
‎Flat. Thin.
‎Edges crisped from direct iron.
‎Rustcrust.
‎It cracked softly when torn,
‎then resisted slightly as I bit into the center.
‎Oil. Grain. Heat.
‎There it was again—
‎that faint metallic note.
‎Not foreign anymore.
‎Just… part of it.
‎—
‎I saw them eat while working.
‎No pause in their rhythm.
‎A dumpling lifted.
‎A bite taken.
‎Back to the hammer.
‎Veinroot dumplings.
‎Soft enough to disappear quickly,
‎yet filled with something that lingered—
‎a sweetness that turned, gently, into bitterness.
‎Balanced.
‎Like everything else here.
‎—
‎The drinks came later.
‎After the fire had dimmed
‎and the air began to cool.
‎Sanguine brew was passed between them.
‎Dark. Thick.
‎It caught the light the same way the molten ore did.
‎The first sip was deceptive.
‎Sweet. Almost inviting.
‎Then it shifted.
‎Sour. Earthy.
‎That same quiet metallic presence, returning once more.
‎It warmed the throat.
‎Loosened something in the chest.
‎Laughter followed more easily after that.
‎—
‎I preferred the tea.
‎Rustwhisper.
‎Served in iron, still too hot—
‎and yet, no one seemed to mind.
‎It began bitter.
‎Dry. Almost sharp.
‎But it did not stay that way.
‎It softened.
‎Turned inward.
‎A warmth that did not burn—
‎only settled.
‎I found myself holding the cup longer than necessary.
‎—
‎At night, the city changes.
‎Not quieter.
‎Just… different.
‎They gather.
‎An anvil placed at the center.
‎And then—
‎the sound begins.
‎Forge resonance.
‎One strike.
‎Then another.
‎Then another.
‎Not in unison—
‎but not random either.
‎A pattern forms.
‎Breaks.
‎Returns.
‎People sit around it,
‎humming softly.
‎No words.
‎Just… sound.
‎It feels less like music—
‎and more like listening.
‎As if they are answering something
‎that only they can hear.
‎—
‎There are games, too.
‎Simple ones.
‎Iron dice.
‎Heavy in the hand.
‎Imperfect.
‎They do not roll cleanly.
‎They tumble, hesitate—
‎as if deciding.
‎The others laugh when I notice.
‎They say the iron has memory.
‎I am not sure if they are joking.
‎—
‎Earlier this week, I saw a marking.
‎A young crafter.
‎Nervous, though he tried to hide it.
‎A heated tool pressed briefly
‎against his forearm.
‎The scent came first.
‎Then the mark.
‎A thin line.
‎Red. Raised.
‎He did not cry out.
‎Only exhaled.
‎The others acknowledged it—
‎not loudly.
‎But enough.
‎They called it a beginning.
‎—
‎At sunset, everything stops.
‎Not slowly.
‎All at once.
‎The hammers fall silent.
‎No one speaks.
‎For a brief moment, the city listens.
‎To the wind.
‎To the cooling metal.
‎To something that exists
‎only when nothing else does.
‎Silent forging hour.
‎I did not understand it at first.
‎I think… I still don’t.
‎But I stayed.
‎—
‎Before larger work begins,
‎they talk.
‎Not about price.
‎Not immediately.
‎They exchange something else first.
‎Small things. Personal things.
‎A gesture. A favor. A memory.
‎Only then does the work start.
‎They say the iron remembers.
‎I have heard that more than once now.
‎—
‎This place does not indulge the senses
‎for pleasure alone.
‎Everything here returns to the body.
‎Heat. Taste. Sound.
‎Weight.
‎Repeated, until it becomes familiar.
‎Until resistance fades.
‎—
‎I did not expect to grow used to it.
‎But tonight,
‎I held the cup a little longer.
‎And it did not burn.
‎—
‎I am not sure
‎when that changed.

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