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📖 Journal of DeLuna — Special Entry: Indulgence — What the Body Asks For


We remained in Highcrag Station longer than expected.
Three days.

Not because of delay. 

Because preparation takes time when the road ahead does not forgive mistakes.

Wheels were checked.
Leather tightened.
Supplies counted more than once.

The others moved with purpose.

I did not.

For the first time in several days,
I allowed myself to remain still.

The cold here no longer resisted me the way it had before.

Or perhaps I had simply learned how to answer it.

It was during this stillness that I began to notice the other things.

Not the road.

Not the mountain.

But what people choose,
when they are allowed to stop.

The first thing I tried was the stew.
Stonehorn Stew.

It arrived in a heavy bowl, still steaming.
Thick enough that the surface barely moved.

The smell reached before the taste did.

Deep.
Warm.
Layered with something slow—something that had taken time to become what it was.

The first spoonful settled heavily.

Not unpleasant.

Just… certain.

Meat softened beyond resistance.
Fat dissolved into the broth.
Smoke lingered at the back of the tongue.

It did not ask to be enjoyed.

It asked to be needed.

I understood why it was eaten before climbing.

The second dish was easier.
Ironbelly Pie.

Held in the hand.
Warm through the crust.

The outer layer cracked lightly under pressure,
giving way to something softer beneath.

Juice gathered quickly.

Richer than I expected.

Grease settling against the lips.

It felt like something made for movement.

Not to sit with—
but to carry.

The smoked trout came later.
From Veylorn.

The scent was sharper.

Pine.
Salt.
Something clean beneath the smoke.

The meat held its shape.
Firm.

Each bite required attention.

I found myself slowing down without meaning to.

Unlike the others,
this one did not disappear quickly.

It remained.

The sausage was different again.
Glacierblood.

Thicker.
Heavier.

The first bite surprised me.

Heat.

Not from the air.

From within.

Spice that did not burn immediately,
but built slowly—
until the body responded before the mind did.

I saw why it was favored.

Not for taste alone.

For what it did after.

The last was something Elias insisted I try.
Frostcoil Skewer.

The meat looked unfamiliar even after cooking.

Tighter than expected.
Almost translucent where the light touched it.

The texture resisted slightly.
Then yielded.

There was a brief moment—

Something cold.

Then warmth followed.

Not strong.

But noticeable.

My tongue felt… quieter after.

I did not take a second skewer.

The drinks were different in purpose.

Frostbrew came first.

Dark.
Thick in scent.

The taste did not settle immediately.

Sweet.
Then bitter.

Then something that moved downward—

and stayed.

The warmth spread slowly through the chest,
as if it had been waiting to be released.

The room felt smaller after.

Closer.

Voices louder.

The second was quieter.
Veinfire Tea.

Served in metal.

The heat lingered even before drinking.

The taste was… grounded.

Earth.

Stone.

Something faintly metallic that did not belong,
and yet did not feel out of place.

It did not rush.

It settled.

Stayed.

If Frostbrew was for forgetting the cold—

this was for remembering how to endure it.

Not everything here was eaten or drunk.

Some things were watched.

Outside, the Bearpit drew a crowd each evening.

Bodies collided in a circle of packed earth and straw.

No elegance.

No restraint.

Only weight, balance, and force.

The sound was constant.

Shouts.
Laughter.

The dull impact of bodies meeting ground.

It was not violent in the way I expected.

It was… agreed upon.

Inside, the tone shifted.

Rune & Stone was quieter.

Hands moved slowly across worn tables.

Pieces placed, removed, reconsidered.

Voices lowered.

Not absent—

Contained.

I did not learn the rules.

I do not think I was meant to.

The third day passed without announcement.

Work resumed.

Movement returned.

The stillness ended as naturally as it had begun.

Looking back,
I am not certain what I remember most.

The taste.

The warmth.

Or the realization—

that even here,
at the edge of something that does not care for us,

people still make space

to eat,
to drink,
to gather,

as if the mountain will wait.

It does not.

But for a moment—

they act as though it might.

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