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Tadaima!  this is me!  tidak amnesia cuma sedikit lupa

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‎mau update tentang hidup, hidup tetap ga baik - baik saja, beban tetap ada ( tentu saja, nama nya hidup ) prioritas nya yang beda, hmm...  mulai dari mana yah. . .  oke, sekarang aku dan dinda udah ga ber dua, kami udah punya anak, cewe, her name is Artemisia Reine Deluna, she is my blueprint wkwkwk smua pertanyaan yang keluar mulai dari "why?" saat ini umur nya 2,5 tahun ( juni ini 3 ) but damn, dia kritis banget dan penasaran akan smua hal, kayak nge hadapin diri ku sendiri wkwkwk lelah tp fun, i hope she will be happy.
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‎apa lagi yah. . .  amah ga bisa jalan, akong udah ga tralu fit, yahhh their are on their 90's, gila sih, umur 70 aja udah rare wkwkwkw jadi we take care of amah, akong sempat stroke, but we make it so far, yahhh. . .  cuma pengen mereka berdua bahagia dan ga punya banyak beban aja
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‎i read this blog again last night, damn, i dont know who write this wkwkwk tata bahasa nya, pemikiran nya, aku yang sekarang kayak nya ga akan muncul ide kayak gitu, i dont think i have that kind of freedom anymore, tapi bukan hal buruk, i will come back, maybe tomorrow?  next month?  year?  i dont know!
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‎sebagai penutup aku mau bilang "bhay" but its felt fucking cringe, so. . .  See you again next time!  another version of me!
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